It Hits Us All

Hello all addicts.
Today, I'd like to tone things down a little. I will be conducting no research, nor stating any facts. I would simply like to tell you a bit about addiction in my everyday life.

First, I'd like to put out a brief list of things that I, myself, am addicted to:

• Sweets. I can't get enough of them no matter how out of shape I become on their behalf.
• Pop. This is the one thing I haven't managed to go more than 2 weeks without before I will scavenge for change to go buy some from the corner store. That bubbly sirupy deliciousness is a necessity. Coca-Cola to be specific...
• Biting my nails (which you may already know).

So that's my list of things that I'm addicted to... What's yours? I'd love to hear about them in the comments!

Yes, I know. My list isn't very intimidating... There aren't any life threatening addictions in there anywhere... Yet. So how is my life full of addiction? I experience it through those around me. Through my family and through my friends. I thank the sun that the bane of possessing a serious addiction has never fallen upon me. That does not mean that it doesn't hurt me.
For those that know me, you can assume who I am referring to. Since the introduction to illegal substances, his life has been anything but straight and simple. He claims, to his friends, that it's just him being who he truly is. Creating his own path regardless to what others think. The same man I've witnessed break down night after night because he doesn't feel that he fits in anywhere. Yet, he continues to do all the things that cause him not to fit in. So in my opinion, that is a true addict. Even through grief and suffering he can't let go for the better of others, and most of all, himself.

I recently learned that the most influential person in my life, who no one would ever think is an alcoholic, actually is. Proving that an addiction is there to replace bad feelings with good ones. People will go through almost anything to hide it from those they love so that they aren't judged more than they already are by themselves. The reasons behind it are still unfolding, but I did somewhat see the signs but never chose to act upon it, and talk about it...

So what was the point of letting you in on this? That addictions do not affect the addict alone, but anyone who loves them. Even if they think you don't notice, it isn't hard to see. Talking is the best way to start the healing process. Help them realize that while they are hurting, that you are hurting too.

It could be the happiest person you know or even the most successful person you know.

Don't be afraid to talk.  

Hi High Man

We've arrived! I will finally be taking the time in this post to talk about the fascinating topic of substance abuse; narcotics in specific.

Whether you'd like to admit it or not, everyone enjoys getting high in some shape or form. Drinking an energy drink or a coffee to feel the caffeinated rush or injecting heroin into your blood stream, both are everyday methods of getting high.

Humans aren't the only species that love getting high. Take the jaguar for example. Jaguars eat plants so that they can regurgitate them and it aids in cleansing their digestive systems. One jaguar, a long time ago, realized that this one specific plant known as the Banisteriopsis Caapi made him feel really funny, and really good. This plant that is found in South America contains similar components found in anti-depressants, which makes it a hallucinogen when ingested. Jaguars continue to find and eat this plant to experience the effects all over again whenever they can. (cracked.com)
 
(Link to watch a jaguar getting high.) http://www.dailymotion.com/video/x7ao44_jaguar-eating-ayahausca_animals

Marijuana leaf

Our first culprit is probably the most common found and talked about; marijuana. It's as simple as rolling it up in paper or smoking out of a pipe, exactly like smoking tobacco. It even gets as simple as eating it. Once having ingested or inhaled anything containing marijuana, you will be high. In general, according to 420magazine.com, all of your senses can be increased. Letting you see colours more brightly, feel temperatures more rapidly, smell and hear things in different ways, and taste in ways you normally wouldn't. A marijuana high lasts about 2 hours. In relativity to your health, marijuana is rather harmless. It does not contain any of the tar or chemicals in cigarettes and is simply the plant being burnt. It does however have an affect on your judgement and reaction time, making driving very dangerous and illegal. 1 in 6 marijuana smokers will become addicted due to it's effects. (drugabuse.net)

Heroin

On the other end of the spectrum we find one of the harshest chemically fabricated drugs out there; heroin. Heroin is the drug that causes the most bodily harm to the user. Addicts will shoot the heroin directly into the blood stream using needles. The high is what's known as a "cloudy high" because while you are high, you feel really numb, painless, and don't recall much of what happened during the high (alcoholism.about.com). It is extremely addictive for it's pain reducing asset, since it is made mostly of morphine. However addicts are known to share needles, leading to infectious diseases such as HIV and Hepatitis. When separated from the drug addicts experience restlessness, nausea, muscular pain and extended user can even experience kidney failure. (Wikipedia.org)

I hope it is evident how addictive these drugs can be, and why they can be so. It all leads back to that "high".

Now what do you think?
What I think, is that none of it is worth it. Marijuana costs about $20 for a few grams (priceofweed.com), and can cost anywhere form $50-$1500 per gram (havocscope.com). So for one, maintaining these addictions are way to costly, and I assume money isn't always available for most users, leading to other methods of payment... Secondly, both are illegal drugs meaning they are sold in the streets. This means you never know how they have been tampered with or if anything harmful has been added to them like glass or crystals, causing you more harm when used. Finally, They can become life controlling, like we've seen with any kind of addiction, except narcotics usually take they cake when it comes to ruining lives. So why would I, or anyone, want their main focus to be getting high, no matter the cost (physically and economically).

Well my fellow addicts, I hope you've learned through this post, and try to keep your addictions simple and manageable. Most importantly, harmless. So keeping biting those nails and eating that cake so that you have no time for smoking!
Until next time.

Sources:
http://www.cracked.com/article_17032_7-species-that-get-high-more-than-we-do_p2.html 
http://www.420magazine.com/forums/cannabis-facts-information/81279-understanding-your-high-effects-marijuana-consciousness.html
http://www.drugabuse.gov/publications/drugfacts/marijuana
http://alcoholism.about.com/od/heroin/a/effects.-LvN.htm
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Heroin
http://www.priceofweed.com/
http://www.havocscope.com/black-market-prices/heroin-prices/

Your Path

Hello again my fellow addicts! Welcome back. It has come to my attention that some readers would like me to get to the segment on narcotic addiction. Sadly, I will not be specifically targeting that subject in this post. I am, however, going to provide you with my approach to ending, or subsiding an addiction. This could apply to all sorts of addictions, especially substance abuse such as alcohol and narcotics. 

Sort of in the same fashion as my blog about forming an addiction, I'll try and write out this suggestion to ending one using the same format of steps. 

So you're and addict, to whatever it may be, and it is starting to control your life causing you to want to make a change! First off, good for you! 

The first step in ending an addiction is being able to identify, and accept that you suffer from this disease. You may pass through similar stages that one might experience after losing a loved one. Denial, anger, acceptance etc… But it is once you can say "This isn't me! I need to change!" that you can begin getting rid of that horrible monkey on your back. 

The second step would be to make slow and regular adjustments. Quitting cold turkey will never work. Never. The craving could come back and hit you harder than ever, and that brief time period where you did quit will make you want to go back at it harder than ever! It will only cause you more suffering. Start by simply reducing that possibility of encountering said item. For example, don't buy any more alcohol. That doesn't mean don't have a drink if someone offers you one, but do not provide any for yourself. Secondly, find and attend local meetings! There are support groups for almost anytime of addiction out there! look it up and take part. You'll meet plenty of people just like you looking for others to help them out. No better way than to do it together. 

The third step, I'd say would be to find moments where you would normally enjoy this addiction, and find something else to replace it with. For example, if you would always get hammered when at parties, for starters, you probably shouldn't go to large parties anymore… Avoid the situation. However, if you do find yourself at a party, instead of using alcohol to have a good time, try something else! Try talking to people without being drunk, and see how you'll end up talking to so many more interesting people because you'll have more in common with them than the fact that you're both drunk!

All in all, I guess it is important to remember that you started this addiction, so you can end it too. It does take a lot of hard work and commitment, as well as a lot of self control and resistance to temptation. Don't take the matter too lightly though. If you keep trying and trying to quit and nothing works, never be afraid to give your family doctor a visit. There are plenty of clinical methods to helping get rid addiction, especially in very lie threatening cases. I love to see the good in everyone, and I love watching people find the good in them. Until next time, just remember… You can do it!

Oh-See-Dee

Crooked picture frames, untied shoelaces, clothes all over the floor. Do any of the following things drive you insane? When you see a countertop full of dirty dishes in your friends house, do you feel compelled to go clean everything and then rearrange their closet while you're at it?

If you answered yes to any of the above, chances are that you, my friend, have OCD.

Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder (OCD):

Is defined by merriam-Webster.com as "a psychoneurotic disorder in which the patient is beset with obsessions or compulsions or both and suffers extreme anxiety or depression through failure to think the obsessive thoughts or perform the compelling acts."

What does that mean? Basically, those that suffer from OCD encounter extreme anxiety when faced with situations where their compulsions cannot be performed. In most cases it is simply an individual who isn't in control of whatever is going on, and will start to feel anxious and sometimes depressed when they can't change the situation. This is why we most often portray people with OCD to obsess over things such as crooked picture frames or dirty dishes, because those are everyday situations where someone would feel compelled to fix them. So when that picture frame will not stay straight after numerous readjustments, that is where the sufferer begins to feel the anxiety and the frustration. 

Don't be alarmed, obsessive-compulsive disorder is not an addiction. It is something far more uncontrollable. 

However, in the same ways as an addiction a severe OCD can ruin someone's life. Work, family and even eating can all be overlooked by someone who is in constant stress to satisfy their thousands of daily obsessions, often leading to substance abuse as their only relaxant. Which can then lead to suffering from both OCD and a substance addiction. 

When I was a child, my parents tell me that I always had to be the one who unlocked the car, walked through doors first, stood at the front of the line, etc. If i didn't get to do any of those things, I would throw a fit and everyone had to retrace their steps and start all over so that I was happy. Thank the sun I grew out of that, or I too could have been suffering severely. 

A man my father works with has OCD. He tells me that the man must take the same amount of steps to his bed at the fire dept. each and every time and if he doesn't he will walk backwards and start over. If he can't do up his zipper on the first try, he removes the jacket entirely and starts all over again. My father fears that these obsessions could grow and impede the man from working. That could be very dangerous in a career such as firefighting where others lives depend on your work. What if he encounters severe anxiety during a rescue? It wouldn't turn out well...

All in all, I guess the basis of this entry was to show that there are many things in which an addiction can derive from. Cases where forming and addiction can be a side effect to a disorder you already suffer from, increasing the severity of the situation. Addictions come from anywhere, and from personal experience, and any experience you may have, it is always best to get help before you are no longer only harming your own life, but the lives of those around you.